The first time I heard this song was during Electric Zoo, and it nearly brought me to tears. It felt like it was explaining the inner conflict I was experiencing at the time of loving someone who was both the cause of all my happiness and distress. When I was 20 I met someone who brought so much joy into my life, and I've never unconditionally loved someone so much. Unfortunately this person had an ongoing battle with addictions, and for a while he went missing. I had no idea if he was alive or dead, in jail or homeless and it broke my heart every day. A few hours after I heard this song at Electric Zoo, I got a text from him saying that he was alive and only unresponsive since he relapsed. My heart nearly shattered in a million pieces and I ugly-cried like Kim Kardashian. This song was the only thing that helped me make sense of my emotions. Us being together may have been too good to be true, but like the song says, he's just bad bad bad for me.

 

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